TW: Death, Depression, Suicide

 

 

90 Days:

It’s been 3 months without you?

Is that really all it’s been?

It feels like it's been forever

Things have been different since then

 

In these 3 months without you

I’ve been weaker, I’ve been sad

And not just for a second,

It’s been the worst pain I’ve ever had.

 

3 months seems only a fraction

But it’s almost 100 days

And for some of those moments 

I felt caught in a nightmarish haze

 

3 months of reality,

And still it doesn’t feel real

With grief there is no normal.

But is this how I’m supposed to feel?

 

3 months since you left earth.

But you’ve been gone longer I know

And yet I still miss you,

I still can’t let you go.